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Friday, 07 December 2007

  • I really honestly wish I understood everything. To be honest, I just want everything to be on solid ground for a while. My head seems to be spinning this week and my emotions are a rollercoaster of ups and downs. As for the moment, I'm content. My job is fairing well, in fact, I really like it here. Not to mention that there's a guy here that makes me swoon (inside my head, for some odd reason that I cant quite put my finger on). Am I going crazy? Hm...possibly I suppose.

    As for my other situation, it seems that I have developed this "irrisistible" aura about me that attracts guys whom are too much like me and not exactly suitable for me. It's almost as though these guys are a mirror image of me, except male and far not as good looking. I'm drowning in Narcissism here haha. But in any case, things are going fairly well. I figured it was time to start posting again, start venting again. If I don't vent here, where else can I? Nowhere. heh.

Friday, 17 August 2007

  • I'll tell ya, its getting down to the wire. It's starting to get chilly outside, the leaves are turning brown, my mom is in a panic heading back and forth for school supplies for my little brother...yeah, its time for school soon.  College. Not school like I'm used to, oh no, COLLEGE. A totally different world. It's time to be mature and an adult and I'm not sure how I'm gonna do. Educationally, sure, i'll be just dandy, but mentally, it's gonna be a challenge keeping up with this schedule that was thrown on me. Well, not necessarily thrown on me, but since I'm an overachiever, a lot was put on my plate. Granted, I don't have to worry about paying for anything, since the state decided to pay for my college classes and books, but I have to maintain a 3.0 average, or I lose it all. That's rough, but I think I can manage. I just hate when there's all this pressure on me, then I go into panic mode and screw everything up. See, these are the times when I wish I had medical marajuana or something, just to calm myself down, so I can do what I do best. BLAH, it's gonna be hard without my crew...God I'm gonna miss them. It's not fair that we have to seperate like this. I mean, Caleb's going to Vermont or something for a Christian College, and Hector & Eric are going to NJIT...I lost my whole crew, like THAT. Stupid Idiots, why didn't they choose Rutgers like I did. Sure, I have to do 2 years at Middlesex, but that's not hard! Come ON! I just hope I see them again, because they're like my brothers...

Friday, 10 August 2007

  • I honestly never know when my life takes a turn, and sometimes it's really really hard for me to differentiate between what's good and what's bad. This makes my decision-making skills somewhat take a dip in the deep end of shit's creek, and it drives me crazy because I always end up feeling like I should have done something in a situation to turn it into a great opportunity, but I just end up thinking about what I should have done in a situation, after it happened already. It bugs me. It scares me. I can't quite outline what I'm talking about, for numerous reasons, but I'll tell ya, it's confusing to begin with. And of course my apprehension and nervousness adds to the level of the situation. Someone, please, give me a sign!!!

Monday, 06 August 2007

  • CHUCK NORRIS FACTS


    "Chuck Norris does not sleep. He waits. "

    "The best part of waking up is not Folgers in your cup, but knowing that Chuck Norris didn't kill you in your sleep."
    "There are no weapons of Mass Destruction in Iraq. Chuck Norris lives in Oklahoma."
    "Chuck Norris doesn't have hair on his testicles, because hair does not grow on steel."
    "Chuck Norris is the reason why Waldo is hiding."
    "Chuck Norris drives an ice cream truck covered in human skulls." (This one amuses me)
    "Chuck Norris once visited the Virgin Islands. They are now The Islands."
    "Chuck Norris' dog is trained to pick up his own poop because Chuck Norris will not take shit from anyone."
    "When an episode of Walker Texas Ranger was aired in France, the French surrendered to Chuck Norris just to be on the safe side. " (ROFL!!!)
    "Chuck Norris' calendar goes straight from March 31st to April 2nd; no one fools Chuck Norris."
    "Before Chuck Norris was born, the martial arts weapons with two pieces of wood connected by a chain were called NunBarrys. No one ever did find out what happened to Barry." (ROFL AGAIN!)
    "Superman owns a pair of Chuck Norris pajamas."
    "Chuck Norris does not hunt because the word hunting implies the possibility of failure. Chuck Norris goes killing." (YES!)
    "When Chuck Norris gives you the finger, he's telling you how many seconds you have left to live." (hahaha!!)

    And now back to your regularly scheduled program...

    Its...me! I'm back! Writing in my xanga! Yes!

    I've been gone for so long because of work and my enjoyment of the summer of my age of 18! <33 yessss...So not much has happened, other than my working all summer. I'm going to COLLEGE soon...in about 3 weeks. I'm not thrilled but I'm not depressed about it either. Its just...meh. ^^

Sunday, 03 June 2007

  • Well, well, well, its about time that I started posting in this journal again. Seeing as how theres just about 10 more days until I turn 18 and I finally reach that day that I've been praying for since I was 15. A lot has happened, and I have matured so So SO much over the past few years. Prom was amazing! I have lots and lots of pictures that I'll probably post in this blog or the next as thumbnails =] But a lot of firsts have happened as well, I got my first debit card and opened my first bank account. I'm really happy with that!  I dyed my hair (Its brown with chunky blonde frosted highlights) A lot more amazing things have happened to me which I simply cant recall at the moment, and also, in December, it will be me and my boyfriend's 4 year anniversary!! I love my Johnny Cake <3 So so much. But yeah, today I joined the Linkin Park underground which is totally awesome because I love Linkin Park! Heres a link if you all wanna join too ^_^ I highly reccomend it!

    Click me to Join!

    But yeah, guys, I'll be keeping up this site now that I finally got my computer back from being repaired. Yeayuh! <333